Bhogale Je Dukkh Tyala Paperback / softback
by Asha Aaprad
Paperback / softback
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MY EXISTENCE WAS DENIED NOT AFTER I WAS BORN, ON THE CONTRARY IT WAS DENIED BEFORE I WAS BORN.
I WAS NEGLECTED THROUGHOUT. I WAS CURSED WITH MANY WORDS, OFTEN, ALWAYS. I WAS HOLD RESPONSIBLE FOR THE THINGS WHICH I HAD NOT DONE, IN WHICH I WAS NOT INVOLVED IN ANY WAY.
MY OWN MOTHER WAS THE ONE WHO HARASSED ME; SHE NEVER TOOK PITY OF MY TEARS, MY PLEADINGS.
SHE TRAMPLED MY HOPES, FEELINGS, RIGHTS, PRIVILEGE; WHATEVER SHE COULD AND TOOK A PRIDE IN THAT.
FOR HER, MY LIFE WAS NOT A LIFE, IT WAS A THING, WHICH SHE COULD USE AS AND HOW SHE WISHED, AND SHE PRACTICED IT, ALWAYS.
SHE EVEN PLEDGED ME FOR HER HAPPINESS, FOR HER SATISFACTION.
MY LIFE WAS ACTUALLY PLEDGED IN HER HANDS. I REALISED MY SLAVERY, STRONGLY. I WANTED TO COME OUT OF IT; FOREVER. I KEPT ON ENCOURAGING MYSELF, `ASHA, YOU HAVE TO COME OUT OF THIS, NOW OR NEVER.
DO NOT LET THE LIFE FLICKER OUT OF YOU, COME ON, STRIVE, STRUGGLE, SET YOURSELF FREE.`....माà¤à¤¯à¤¾ जनमापासन नाही तर माà¤à¤¯à¤¾ जनमाअगोदरही माà¤à¤¯à¤¾ असतितवावर नकारातमक शबदाच आसड ओढल गल. पाढरया पायाची, अपशकनी, काळी, करप, काळया जिà¤à¤šà¥€ अशी कितीतरी अà¤à¤¦à¤° लबल मला लावली गली. अनक घटनाना, परिसथितीला मलाच जबाबदार धरन माà¤à¤¾ छळ कला. जनमदातरी आई असनही माà¤à¤¯à¤¾ आसवानी तिच हदय कधीही हलावल नाही. माà¤à¥€ परतयक आशा, आकाकषा, à¤à¤¾à¤µà¤¨à¤¾, हकक, अधिकार आपलया टाचखाली ती तडवत आली. माठअखख आयषय जण तिन आपलयासाठी à¤à¤• वसत मानली. कवळ à¤à¤• वसत, जी गहाण ठवन तयावर करज काढता यत. सवत:साठी, सवत:चया गरजपरतीसाठी. मा न माठआयषय आपलयाकड गहाण ठवल. मला माà¤à¤¯à¤¾ गलामीची परखरतन जाणीव à¤à¤¾à¤²à¥€. यातन आपण सटायला हव, नवह सटका करन घयायला हवी. 'घाबर नकोस. कितीही वादळ होऊ द, विठदऊ नकोस तया आशचया पणतीला. आतता हरलीस तर मग पढ कधीच नाही. कधीही नाही.' मी सवत:ला पनःपनहा बजावत होत. सवत:च सवत:ला धीर दत होत.
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Out of stock
- Format:Paperback / softback
- Pages:292 pages
- Publisher:Mehta Publishing House
- Publication Date:01/08/2014
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- ISBN:9788177669510
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Out of stock
- Format:Paperback / softback
- Pages:292 pages
- Publisher:Mehta Publishing House
- Publication Date:01/08/2014
- Category:
- ISBN:9788177669510